Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Cancerous People

Cancer is tricky........I think we can all admit that I didn't have the "regular" cancer journey. I had the crazy person......funny, I seem to attract the "crazies's" Seriously attract them, and you'd think I would learn my lesson after a while.

I think I try and always look for the good in people because I know what it's like to be "judged by the cover", repeatedly. I try very hard not to stereotype, I try to give people chances. I have come to find out that there are just some really bad people out in the world.

I think of them as cancerous people, but that is not to be confused with people who have cancer. These cancerous people are the people that don't follow any of the rules and still dominate (or at least it seems that way). For some reason they survive and they get stronger and they get away with the behavior, which is really (for me) the most irritating of it all.

I've had my fair share of nut jobs in and out of my life. One of them, who I really wished would have justice served, just did. But it isn't a good feeling or a powerful revenge, it's just heart breaking. She lost her child to suicide. Possibly the worst thing thing that can happen to a mother. All I can think about is how sad she must be and how sad his sibling must be.

I'm also sad that I feel some other crazies in my life will have a similar or worse outcome and as forgiving as this sounds, I don't want that for them and especially not for any child involved.

This shows me how flawed our system is, so many loopholes. Maybe that's why the confidence of cancerous people just grows and grows until they become what they believe to be "unstoppable".

Just makes me wonder is there a cure for these cancerous people?