Cancer is tricky........I think we can all admit that I didn't have the "regular" cancer journey. I had the crazy person......funny, I seem to attract the "crazies's" Seriously attract them, and you'd think I would learn my lesson after a while.
I think I try and always look for the good in people because I know what it's like to be "judged by the cover", repeatedly. I try very hard not to stereotype, I try to give people chances. I have come to find out that there are just some really bad people out in the world.
I think of them as cancerous people, but that is not to be confused with people who have cancer. These cancerous people are the people that don't follow any of the rules and still dominate (or at least it seems that way). For some reason they survive and they get stronger and they get away with the behavior, which is really (for me) the most irritating of it all.
I've had my fair share of nut jobs in and out of my life. One of them, who I really wished would have justice served, just did. But it isn't a good feeling or a powerful revenge, it's just heart breaking. She lost her child to suicide. Possibly the worst thing thing that can happen to a mother. All I can think about is how sad she must be and how sad his sibling must be.
I'm also sad that I feel some other crazies in my life will have a similar or worse outcome and as forgiving as this sounds, I don't want that for them and especially not for any child involved.
This shows me how flawed our system is, so many loopholes. Maybe that's why the confidence of cancerous people just grows and grows until they become what they believe to be "unstoppable".
Just makes me wonder is there a cure for these cancerous people?
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I wonder when you say a mom who lost her child got justice deserved if you wonder if someone out there is out there saying that your cancer was jusice deserved. Your sick comments tell us you look at everyone else's actions and are clueless to your callous words labeling those you don't like cancerous. Try looking in your own mirror longer and never wish anybody bad no matter how you feel. We are all human beings and should support others rather than delight over the bad fortune on those you don't like. I am glad your cancer is gone for now. You might want to evaluate if carma was teaching you lessons from the past and catching up with you. Think about it before it comes back again because you are not learning the lesson in life to never wish bad on another human being and get excited about another fellow human beings pain and suffering. You sound like a bitter, self centered lady whom I am glad i do not know.
ReplyDeleteI am glad someone finally said what I had been thinking reading your blogs. I was shocked to read your view on what you call "cancerous" people too. You go on to say "other crazies in your life will have a similar outcome too". Why? Do you think you have the power because you are perfect and God will take your judgement of other people and deliver them pain because you have judged them unworthy. Boy do you have quite the ego. Let God be the judge and concentrate on your own life. I think negative energy can spread like cancer and your blog was a negative almost gloating on other's misfortunes with a small act of so called sympathy for this mother in order to manipulate the readers into thinking you gave a damn and had a heart. My friend showed me this and we were amazed at the irony of you getting cancer. We decided to pray for you and this mother that lost her child to suicide because if your theory is true on cancerous peeople getting their justice deserved we are afraid your cancer will keep manifesting inside of you out of carma for your words and actions. We wish you nothing but healthiness and to live a long healty life.
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