and I mean good morning. Today is the first morning in a few weeks that I did not wake up with a knot in my stomach, it's such a nice feeling. It's also a nice feeling that everyone who needs to know, now knows. Cancer is rough, it's such a roller coaster of emotions.....was chatting with a friend of mine the other day who has cancer (had) also and these scares are tough on us. She's done the same thing, not tell everyone until she knows because WE'RE in charge of this, not anyone else!
It's like my damn hair (what will I write about when it's normal) it is curly and just sticks out everywhere. Where it's not curly, it's straight like a boys crew cut, there a good mix. Boy crew cut stick out and ringlet curls........wth......why does this always happen to me? I mousse it and (of course) only the hair that behaves does what it is supposed to ( you know me, that % is about half....with ALL of my body....half is good and the other half says....go to hell).
Just like the tattoo, I only have half a tattoo now. Did I pay for half a tattoo, no of course not, I paid for the entire tattoo but now a permanent fixture on my body only exists in half. It was $127 plus $20 tip and it is smaller than a dime with two colors. I'm in no hurry to get it fixed because it hurt the first time and knowing me, it will hurt more the second time. Or I'll have some special "toe disorder" that's never been heard of before and have very little documentation on it, so no wikepedia to check it on.....yup that's my life.
I bet I could give FML(website-if you don't know what it stands for..you don't need to know!!) a run for their money......:)
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Hola and greetings! Sorry you are going through all this but glad it is a benign thing. The problem with being post-cancer is that you are walking a very fine line between hypochondria and early detection. It makes mom (who will normally ignore any mal-ease until her arm is practically falling off) someone who needs to be hypersensitive - who normally doesn't look for abnormalities on herself - just her brood. Hope you are well - I've got a new invention I wanted to share with someone on the pink hotline. It is called Pink Pockets - they are temporary, self-adhesive pockets that hold those nasty surgical drains. No sewing, no pinning, just peel and stick to your own clothes. These are going to be a big hit - my plastic surgeon loves them and is going to help me market. Help me spread the word .....
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