Chemo Eve

I have been staring at my pills that I have to take for about 3 hours, we are having a "Mexican Stand off" there stands the pills and here I sit. They are still in the container..........I will take them........probably...........most likely..........

Why you ask, it's because I know that taking the pills just starts the cycle all over again and unfortunately it's not like childbirth and I have time to forget, I have a very fresh memory of what's going to happen this week and I recall how badly it completely sucks.

I really hope they tell me if I have the gene tomorrow, because if I don't, then I will be half way done tomorrow and I'm really hoping for that outcome!