I have made the decision (unless I'm gene positive) for certain that I will only do the four treatments instead of six. There's apparently no reason to do six and I'm having radiation, so WHY??
I am just so happy to be normal. No one is here, I'm preparing dinner, folding glorious laundry, paying awesome bills and just gloating over my view of this giant yacht and the beautiful Atlantic InterCoastal waterways and when I go upstairs, I see the beautiful Atlantic Ocean. I love the ocean. I love Florida. I love the people here, they are awesome. Of course, my Texas peeps are the most awesomeist, really I am just happy to have so many wonderful friends and family all around the USA and the world!!
My Mom comes tomorrow which means we'll get all the ducks in a row for a good while and it will be good to hug my Mom. Something about being sick, I just want Whitney and my Mom and of course the boys and my mil too, she's great!
I just can't tell you how great it feels to be typing and talking and walking and eating. I have decided that apparently I abused my body as much as anyone needs to in my teens/twenties, so I am taking this opportunity to make it up to myself. I am eating quite healthy and wise (preparing those genes for next go around) and resting and exercising with caution. I will NOT be down like I was last time, that was really scary.
Also, I've gotten many responses that many people's chemo is NOT cumulative, so the worst is behind me. That's what I've decided.
It's good to be back to be positive and ready to fight.
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