I'm sorry, I really am

It seems in my newbie stage of blogging I have really not described my feelings well. I am not, nor was I ever, mad or upset with anyone who told me or wrote me to "stay positive." I get it, I've used those clever words many times in my past. I'm just a little feisty right now and still a little pissed about the whole chemo thing, so don't wear your feelings on your sleeve if you wrote that to me, I am sure I really appreciated it the day you did, really.

So, let's move on and stop dwelling on the positive thing, k??

Had a great time on the beach, didn't get in the water, but wondered if I got in the water with my chemo in my system if I would poison the fish? I don't care about poisoning a shark, because they scare me almost as much as the idea of chemo, but will I hurt the animals that live around me? I hope Buddy and Lucky are safe. And if we have a hurricane, can they just use me as the generator?

See, I have a great sense of humor!!!