Sunday, August 2, 2009

Ok I lied, one more post today

Just to set it straight, I appreciate the "stay positive" comments, I do. I sometimes just want to be able to say how I feel without it being followed up with "stay positive" that is frustrating to me. I am staying positive and upbeat and still have a great sense of humor. Humor is the best and as Froggy said (my brother) I should invest in lots of it in the near future.

Cancer does make people uncomfortable, maybe I can help with that, just say the word. Not saying it doesn't make it go away, use it freely, that's what makes me feel like less of a freak. Unless your a Christian Scientist, then I'll give you a pass. :)

I am anxiously waiting for the nurse to call me next week to schedule the surgery date, the Dr. is on vacation all next week. I personally see that as a good thing, he'll be all nice and relaxed for my surgery, on his game.

I feel FINE, I feel GREAT, I have no idea I have breast cancer. Probably a reason it sneaks up on people......you don't know you feel bad until the MRI or Dr tells you you do. I love my family, my boys (all four of them, Whitney, William, Nick and Froggy) they make me laugh and they are so logical about this TNBC that has been placed in our lives. I love my Mom for her constant wonderful positive attitude (really mean that) and my friends and family who are so brutally honest with me who don't let me get away with too much and for my new facebook friends who have known me since I was 4,5 or 10 and are there for me again in life, praise facebook!!!

Headed to the beach for some beach time, which you will learn is my absolute favorite time.

2 comments:

  1. Love you my dear friend. I won't tell you to be positive, I will just tell you to be you, because if anyone can kick this cancer's ass it is you! I wish I lived closer so I could be there with you as you are going through all this, you (and your family) are always in my thoughts and prayers.

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  2. I love you sweet friend and I miss you and thank you. :) I saw a commercial today and I swear Belle is on it, it's for Marathon gas (who knows if you even get those commercials!)

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